I have done my share of premarital and marital counseling.
And I’ve seen how relationships slowly progress over the years towards profound depth and richness, or towards alienation and divorce.
I find a pattern: where one or both partners is a devotee of personal control religion (PCR), the chances of that marriage ending are high.
This fact can be seen by some familiar scenarios:
1) I need you!
Some gain control over their world by having a significant other in their life. They overly depend on, find their sole identity in, and try to suck security out of their partner.
“I need you” is their constant message. “And I need you to need me” is their agenda.
Abandonment is what they fear most. So they try to be indispensable, and end up being clingy and possessive.
Sadly, the drained partner begins to resent this insatiable demand and begins to fantasize about escaping it.
They feel trapped. That’s why lot of affairs are really jail-breaks.
And that’s why a lot of “personal control through being needed” kind of people marry abusers. Personal control through total domination meshes well with personal control through total dependency.
Dependency-oriented control feels suffocating.
That’s because the relationship is addiction-like–one partner is the user and the other is the used up drug. And, again, the unspoken quest is to obtain personal control by always having a significant other in one’s life.
We see this in gals who always have to have a guy in their life to be OK. And in guys who always need to have a gal hanging on his arm.
They need to be needed. And if they aren’t needed then they are nothing and lose control. But it’s never enough. And if the pattern isn’t broken before marriage, the very sick marriages outlined above can easily result.
2) I use you!
Another and far more common scenario is the “I love what you do for me” kind of relationship.
This person seeks personal control through self-fulfillment.
They meet a partner, and the unspoken agenda is, “You must always fulfill me”. One or both partners is seeking personal control through personal fulfillment.
But it can’t last.
The narcissistic couple consumes each other until one or both lose their ability to please.
Then they start to say things like, “You’re not as romantic as you used to be. You’ve gained weight. You no longer any fun. ”
The responsibilities, works hours, children, and other mundane life duties block a lot of self-fulfillment. In real life, we’re just too tired to live on fantasy island.
So the fulfillment worshiper begins to look around and see lots of fun, thinner, romantic people of the opposite sex and begin to compare.
They feel cheated. They feel entitled to a better deal. So they quit the marriage and trade in the old model for a new and improved one.
Then they start the pattern again.
This is the sad story of so many modern American marriages.
Marriages that could be saved if the personal control through self-fulfillment agenda was abandoned.
But instead of the institution of marriage being at fault, the problem lies squarely with the religion of personal control that feeds the selfish using and using up of people in marriage.
One human being simply isn’t enough for another human being.
Never has been. Never will be. And, happily, never needs to be.
More about this other way to be married the next time around.